Oh well! =)
- Mood:
smiling
Awesomely awesome.
G'nite.
- Mood:
sleepy
So. I'm sitting here being bored. AGAIN.
Also, I completely forgot we had that meeting for Latin today... lol. So I get to stay after school! Yeah! And call my mom and be like "LOLMOM I FORGOT TO TELL YOU..."... *sigh*
So that might not end entirely well xD. Probably going to be at school until like 7pm. Again. *long, drawn-out sigh*
So if anybody actually checks this thing (tonight, before I get home) I'm sorry for my lack of being-there. It's really, really not on purpose.
But yeah! LATIN MEETING!! THAT MEANS WE'RE TALKING ABOUT THAT TRIP TO EUROPE THAT WE'RE DOING THIS JULY! ^___^
*happy* I'm really excited. Again. xD
And also, me and Kris, in my 4th block? Since this is world history, EVERY TIME something in france/italy gets mentioned (Pompeii, St. Peter's Basilica, the Notre Dame, the Louvre, ET CETERA), we freak out and do high fives xD. It's really sort of pathetic. In a hilarious way.
So apparently I'm going to be turning this into a "daily journal" once again, as long as I get to keep coming on during class time, because this is nice, being able to get stuff off of my chest again. if I'm pissed, I cool down. If I'm hyper, I calm down. If I'm... *BLAH*... I become happy/excited again xD.
it's neat.
So, bye guys. :)
So, in 3rd block (tech theater) today, we did some stage makeup. and rachel took revenge on me for Monday. IT WAS HILARIOUS. I'm an old fart! with WAY too many face-wrinkles! *sigh*
Oh well. It was fun(ny)
And I'm so sad. My teddy bear is sick today. Which means my super awesome hugs are sorta, uh... Not here!
It's sorta depressing, really.
I get way too obsessed, way too easily. I've noticed it, for real. I'll like, meet someone new, or start getting to know someone, and if I like them I just become obsessed... And when I say obsessed, I mean THEY ARE ALMOST ALL THAT I THINK ABOUT...
I've been daydreaming about this boy since September. It's sort of pathetic.
And then one day without him and I get half-depressed. Yeah. It's that bad.
Somebody slap me, please. I'm being such a girl xD
Anyways. Going to actually do my work. OLIVER CROMWELL, HERE WE COME~!!
- Location:MVHS, room... something
- Mood:
giggly
So. How's everything been? Decent.
What's life like? Lifey.
How's school? Homework-ey.
Uhh...
Yeah
I got a new teddy bear! ^o^
- Mood:
Pirate! Yaarrrr
My friends got me "hooked" onto this site called gaia, and it has a journal feature, too! Dx... LJ is still the preferred site. ALL THE WAY.
I'll post again... eventually... when I find something worthwhile to post about >__<;
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Anyways.
Today, at school. There was a firedrill like half a minute before the bell would've rang to let us go to buses, right? So the WHOLE SCHOOL was out on the bus ramp, all 2000 of us. we stayed there for... what... 15-20 minutes? *sigh*
Worst part is: I saw a kid in the crowd with a Horde backpack. It was awesome.
(I am DEAD SERIOUS When I say I'm out of ideas. Bye, guys.)
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- Mood:
bored
And also, I'm becoming lax with my posts on here.
NOT TO MENTION I'm sort of out of ideas.
Getting my permit tomorrow ^__^
I'm excited.
Going to California for Christmas ^__^
I'm excited about that too.
*thinks*
Yeah, I think that's about it ...
EDIT: !!! A while ago I posted about my sister hitting Jessie. She didn't mean it .. and Jessie is perfectly fine. *phew* Felt like I ought to put that in.
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- Location:Home~
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Real Folk Blues .. (Cowboy Bebop)... xD
OK, so, some of my friends got me onto this site called gaiaonline, right? (http://www.gaiaonline.com ... my screenname is Hayllia), and my goodness, it's neat. It has a journal-thingie too! Nowhere near as awesome as LJ's journal system, but still fairly advanced compared to myspace and other sites. It has a nice forum, too, with how on the top of the page it'll show which threads are active AT THAT VERY MOMENT, and such ... but I still prefer LJ for the journal thing. I'll probably be posting a bit more over there though, so sorry if anybody actually looks at these things! =(
- Location:my house!
- Mood:
hyper - Music:Gaia Aquarium's music .. ROFL!!!
Okay, so LJ's got this "Writer's Block" thing, where it gives you ideas on what to post on. I think this is the first time I've come up with nothing to post on, so I'm going with it. Here's what the verdict is:
"The holidays are right around the corner, which means gift-giving (and buying) season is upon us. When do you usually purchase your gifts? What are the benefits/disadvantages of buying when you do?"
Oh fuck it changed my text color! Evil! Swapping back ASAP!
Oh, that's hella betta. Sorry about that! =) Aaanyways, going to build up off of the writer's block thingie
right around the corner! are you kidding?? we still got another whole STINKING MONTH! Dang! November isn't (okay maybe it's ABOUT) halfway through yet! Comeon. Say something about THANKSGIVING, not just Christmas Christmas Christmas!
Gift giving and buying. THAT I go with. Personally, I say Christmas presents should be bought in September and stuffed into the closet until mid-December (unless it's stuff that expires -- then preorder it with someplace that won't change the price. Just pay for it in September and go pick it up/have it delivered on or around December 15. That way, on December 15, if it doesn't arrive right or on time, you still have time to get it fixed! Yaaay!)
Disadvantages -- 1) I am a SELFISH, SELFISH person. Probably a miser. 2) read No. 1. 3) Read No. 2. 4) I'm out of ideas, I know I had like 50 extras. 5) Still thinking here ....... 6) I give up.
Advantages -- 1) makin' people happy 2) Destroying that desire to spend moneys by doin' it. 3) Can always splurge on food! Candy keeps well for a LONG TIME. Yay!
OK, let's pull up another one!
lala! OK, this one is a **bit** freaky ... check it out:
Putting the laws of time and plausiblity aside, picture a battle between the megalodon (a prehistoric shark with a six-foot jaw span) and a giant squid (reported to be the size of a school bus). Who would win?
Well, if THAT isn't freaky. I really don't know, because you've got to think that the Giant Squid (LOL i put "squish" on accident) would've been 50x scarier in past times, too. One thing you've also got to consier, sharks live relatively close to the top and shore, whereas squids ("squish" again! Haha!) of the giant variety are usually about 50x farther out and deeper in the water. I'm not even going to try to imagine that encounter, because it would never happen!
- Mood:
interested
Well, not to worry. I am back, and writing again! Frightening as that may sound. Especially since nobody actually looks at this thing anyways, which is why I decided to call it a diary ... my very own public diary ><;
Shiat. Maybe that's not such a good idea ... LOL...
Well, nonetheless, been having a good time ... as can probably be assumed from how I haven't typed anything in about 3 months :D!
Haven't typed anything HERE, at least. Though sadly I've also become unusually inactive on WoW aswel... Hum.
And I should PROBABLY go to bed soon, spent all of today and the last two days watching the Revolutionary Girl Utena series ... LOL ... 39 episodes in 3 days, and on the first day I only saw two of them ... so, PHEW, that was QUITE the fun time!
But man, that is a DEEP series Dx... too many fighting undercurrents (even though it seems like there aren't any)
Almost as awesome as OHSHC ... but nothing can match up against OHSHC, now can it? Ah well, look at me, rambling ... again ... :P
But I do have some good news! My weight loss crusade has (up until my snacking crusade the last two days ><) become VERY successful!! Since March I've lost at least 14 pounds! I'm dreading my next time stepping onto the scale, though ... I've broken my "no snacks" pact in about the worst way ... no details incoming on that one ><
Bleagh...
I will say this, though, it's a shame that not many people know about Utena, such a magnificent show! I won't deny that the more well known ones, such as Fullmetal Alchemist, Bleach, and Naruto aren't bad, but of the three the only one I really like is FMA. The better animes like Utena, OHSHC, Death Angel Dokuro-chan, DNAngel ... they hardly get any attention! It's truly a shame ...
- Location:the bottom of a well
- Mood:
silly - Music:Revolutionary Girl: Utena (BGM)
Okay, today was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! I shall tell >D
1) It was an early out.
2) It's close to the end of the school year
3) We found out about a "possible" trip to Europe!!! :D!!!
Okay, details on each one. It's Memorial Day Weekend! OF COURSE They give us an early out ^_^ and Yeah, I know, (2) has nothing to do with much of anything, has it?
But anyways, I'll speak of (3)... It's true!! Today, in my Latin I class, my teacher handed around This thing, only it was printed off, not a website lol...!!! We get to go to France & Italy!! :D!!! More specifically, the NOTRE DAME!! and ST PETERS!! AND POMPEII!! :D!! zomg I sooo want to see Pompeii ^^;; and if we do go (it'll be in over a year, FYI) it'll be my first time out of the continental USA O__O!!! I will officially be in a different country! D: I need to learn how to say "I cannot speak French. Do you speak English?" in french, or something like that, and "I cannot speak Italian. Do you speak English?" in italian >_>;;; Fuuun... BRB DICTIONARY.COM TIME
Okay, it turns out a direct translation of "I cannot speak French. Do you speak English?" is: "Je ne peux pas parler français. Parlez-vous anglais ?", and "I cannot speak Italian. Do you speak English?" is: "Non posso parlare italiano. Parlate inglese?"... OR I CAN SAY "Je ne sais pas parler français. Parlez-vous anglais ?" which means "I do not know how to speak French. Do you speak English?" and "Non so parlare italiano. Parlate inglese?" Which is the Italian version of the same thing.
NOTE TO SELF: MEMORIZE THE PHRASES "Je ne sais pas parler francais. Parlez-vous anglais?" AND "Non so parlare italiano. Parlate inglese?" !!!
Fuuun.. ah well. Off to "learn" foreign tongues -_-
:D!!
I love your fucking makeup
oh my god I love your hair
Is that a new tattoo?
Did that piercing fucking hurt?
No jk jk jk, lololol
I blame Eliza for my knowing that one ..
- Location:heaven
- Mood:
buoyant
So I'm having a BP >D!
(bacon and pepperoni)
What's the worst part? I can't chew or anything with my front teeth, so I have to slice up my sammich and eat it in small sections ... HAhaha..ha.. >>;
Not exactly fun, but oh well :3
Has anybody ever tried Cheddar&Sour Creme chips? They're pretty dang good!
No, seriously.
Braces are becoming QUITE tedious :(
But at least
SCHOOL IS ALMOST OUT!!
less than two weeks, and my science SOL will be outta the way, and then 3 weeks and my MATH SOL will be atta the way :)
Ah, and did I mention? The pools open next week xP!!
I need to start saving cash for the tens of dollars I'll be spending to get into the pool this summer ...
or making my mommy pay :D!*coughcough*
But yeah, for anybody who's wondered at my continued absence from WoW, RO, myspace, IM, or whatever the hell else I usually do, my compy's trying to break... the fan isn't working well, so after an hour (if that) it starts overheating, and I have to turn it off... for at least 5 hours
Hahahahah...
So, yeah, don't expect to see me soon, Hokay? ^^
OHYEAH!! Sissi and Daddi got their motorcycle licenses. I know. Scary, isn't it? And I think Dad's actually going to get one.... hoo, boy.
So, in any case... I'm bored. got cute new capris <3
And ADORABLE shoesies! :D
But these shoes have 3"+ heels .. no kidding :P
but they're the kind that it's just one solid heel, rather than stilettos, so I'm actually going to wear them to school. And probably be laughed at and ridiculed, but who gives a shit. I like them's shoes >D!
it's hilarious, I usually don't go outside that much (hang out inside reading or something liek dat...) but over the last few weeks I've gotten way darker than I used to be xD
It's actually sorta freaky o:
Anyways, I still haven't spammed a lot, but I'll get off anyways xP
There's laundry to be done!... and Cheddar&SourCreme chips to be eaten <3...
ZOMGGG!!!! :D!! It's almost memorial day!! >3<!! *superhyperzomgwtflolYAY!!!!*, because when it's Memorial Day, the pools will open! :D
And I'll go swimming.
Almost every single day.
'almost' because I doubt my mother would tolerate dragging us out there that often xD
who is the 'us'? me, lizz, hopefully krystina and a few other geekies :P
but then again, if there's that many of us, maybe someone else's mom can play soccer mom >D!!
Or, in our case, swimming mom (?)
or hiking mom.
Anyways, all this summer we gonna HAVE FUN!! >O
and pray for not-another drout =\
Cross yer fingers, gang...
OHYEAH. Lizz. I prolly can't come to VARF this weekend. I'll get mom to drag us out next weekend xP
Promise! :D.
- Mood:
buoyant
So, yeah. I'm not doing the Lemonade Stand thing this weekend unless it magically disappears for all of Sunday... I would rather not bite off the heads of my friends. lmfao!
So, yeah ...
If any of them by-chance see this, sorry mates <3.
- Mood:
bitchy - Music:Lemon Demon
Yeah, I did that today.
I ATE A COOKIE, SUE ME!! D:
And now one of my brackets is loose *sigh*
How could mom dare to buy chocolate mint cookies and not expect me to have one!? T__T;
*/slur* Yumm~~
Anyways.
Yeah, one of my brackets came lose T_T;
So I getsa eat LIQUIDATED STUFF!! WHEWT!!! (well, I hope not anyways.)
Going to see my orthodontist 6:15P.M. on Thursday. don't lemme forget xP
lol nobody ever checks my page, I use this dang thing like a diary xD.
- Mood:
goofy - Music:Same Old Song and Dance (Aerosmith)
Yeah, today was awesome. Me, Tyler, Victoria, Jacob, and Rachel all went down to the lake (at first it was just me, tyler, and victoria, but then everyone else came) it was a blast :D
ESPECIALLY since I remembered sunblock, or else I would be an even bigger tomato than I am now xD
I swear, I am soooo red. It looks like I'm blushing
have you ever had your lips sunburned? it doesn't hurt ... but they DO turn an alarming shade of pink/red o.o;
lol, and sunburned lips are DRY.... DRRYYYYYYY ... I don't think i'll ever get enough chap stick to fix this one, people. I mean, my lips are usually dry/chapped anyways (bleagh!) but this is SERIOUS!! T___T;;..... lol, and i have clown arms :D!! they're red up until about 2 inches below the shoulder (THANK GOD) and when i say red i mean RED. I'm a tomato. or at least my arms are
but right now i'm saying "thank goodness!" because i managed to keep my back and shoulders unscathed ^_^
Which means I can rest easy for a while.
I mean, I got the back of my neck, but I think i did that saturday, not today... anyways, it was a blast :D
lol Tyler and Courtney (Vikki's li'l sister) both found baby turtles xD
We named tyler's "turtleypoo" (NOBODY ASK!!) and actually took it back to his house, where it bit him... (hehehe) and then we put it in the creek xP
BYE BYE TURTLEYPOO!
and i wasn't kidding when i told them i had to go because i had assloads of homework, because i actually sorta do =\
worksheet+word study A+word study B+word study C+probably something else I forgot. Hahahah....
- Location:My house?
- Mood:
amused - Music:LoM OST
'I am Tersa the Weaver, Tersa the Liar, Tersa the Fool.
When the Blood-Jeweled Lords and Ladies hold a banquet, I'm the entertainment that comes after the musicians have played and the lithesome girls and boys have danced and the Lords have drunk too much wine and demand to have their fortunes told. "Tell us a story, Weaver," they yell as their hands pass over the serving girls' rumps and their Ladies eye the young men and decide who will have the painful pleasure of serving them in bed that night.
I was one of them once, Blood as they are Blood.
No, that's not true. I wasn't Blood as they are Blood. That's why I was broken on a Warlord's spear and became shattered glass that only reflects what might have been.
It's hard to break a Blood-Jeweled male, but a witch's life hangs by the hymenal thread, and what happens on her Virgin Night determines whether she is whole to practice the Craft or becomes a broken vessel, forever aching for the part of he that's lost. Oh, some magic always remains, enough for day-to-day living and parlor tricks, but not the Craft, not the lifeblood of our kind.
When I was younger, I fought against that final slide into the Twisted Kingdom. Better to be broken and sane than broken and mad. Better to see the world and know a tree for a tree, a flower for a flower rather than to look through gauze at gray and ghostly shapes and see clearly only the shards of one's self.
So I thought then.
As I shuffle to the low stool, I struggle to stay at the edge of the Twisted Kingdom and see the physical world clearly one last time. I carefully place the wooden frame that holds my tangled web, the web of dreams and visions, on the small table near the stool.
The Lords and Ladies expect me to tell their fortunes, and I always have, not by magic but by keeping my eyes and ears open and then telling them what they want to hear.
Simple. No magic to it.
But not tonight.
For days now I have heard a strange kind of thunder, a distant calling. Last night I surrendered to madness in order to reclaim my Craft as a Black Widow, a witch of the Hourglass covens. Last night I wove a tangled web to see the dreams and visions.
Tonight there will be no fortunes. I have the strength to say this only once. I must be sure that those who must hear it are in the room before I speak.
I wait. They don't notice. Glasses are filled and refilled as I fight to stay on the edge of the Twisted Kingdom.
Ah, there he is. Daemon Sadi, from the Territory called Hayll. He's beautiful, bitter, cruel. He has a seducer's smile and a body women want to touch and be caressed by, but he's filled with a cold, unquenchable rage. When the Ladies talk about his bedroom skills, the words they whisper are "excruciating pleasure." I don't doubt he's enough of a sadist to mix pain and pleasure in equal portions, but he's always been kind to me, and it's a small bone of hope that I throw out to him tonight. Still, it's more than anyone else has given him.
The Lords and Ladies grow restless. I usually don't take this long to begin my pronouncements. Agitation and annoyance build, but I wait. After tonight, it will make no difference.
There's the other one, in the opposite corner of the room. Lucivar Yaslana, the Eyrien half-breed from the Territory called Askavi.
Hayll has no love for Askavi, nor Askavi for Hayll, but Daemon and Lucivar are drawn to one another without understanding why, so wound into each other's lives they cannot separate. Uneasy friends, they have fought legendary battles, have destroyed so many courts the Blood are afraid to keep them together for any length of time.
I raise my hands, let them fall into my lap. Daemon watches me. Nothing about him has changed, but I know he's waiting, listening. And because he's listening, Lucivar listens too.
"She is coming."
At first they don't realize I've spoken. Then the angry murmurs begin when the words are understood.
"Stupid bitch," someone yells. "Tell me who I'll love tonight."
"What does it matter?" I answer. "She is coming. The Realm of Terreille will be torn apart by its own foolish greed. Those who survive will serve, but few will survive."
I'm slipping further from the edge. Tears of frustration spill down my cheeks. Not yet. Sweet Darkness, not yet. I must say this.
Daemon kneels beside me, his hands covering mine. I speak to him, only to him, and through him, to Lucivar.
"The Blood in Terreille whore the old ways and make a mockery of everything we are." I wave my hand to indicate the ones who now rule. "They twist things to suit themselves. They dress up and pretend. They wear Blood Jewels but don't understand what it means to be Blood. They talk of honoring the Darkness, but it's a lie. They honor nothing but their own ambitions. The Blood were created to be the caretakers of the Realms. That's why we were given our power. That's why we come from, yet are apart from, the people in every Territory. The perversion of what we are can't go on. The day is coming when the debt will be called in, and the Blood will have to answer for what they've become."
"They're the Blood who rule, Tersa," Daemon says sadly. "Who is left to call in the debt? Bastard slaves like me?"
I'm slipping fast. My nails dig into his hands, drawing blood, but he doesn't pull away. I lower my voice. He strains to hear me. "The Darkness has had a Prince for a long, long time. Now the Queen is coming. It may take decades, even centuries, but she is coming." I point with my chin at the Lords and Ladies sitting at the tables. "They will all be dust by then, but you and they Eyrien will be here to serve."
"Frustration fills his golden eyes. "What Queen? Who is coming?"
"The living myth," I whisper. "Dreams made flesh."
His shock is replaced instantly by a fierce hunger. "You're sure?"
The room is a swirling mist. He's the only thing still in sharp focus. He's the only thing I need. "I saw her in the tangled web, Daemon. I saw her."
I'm too tired to hang on to the real world, but I stubbornly cling to his hands to tell him one last thing. "The Eyrien, Daemon."
He glances at Lucivar. "What about him?"
"He's your brother. You are your father's sons."
I can't hold on anymore and plunge into the madness that's called the Twisted Kingdom. I fall and fall among the shards of myself. The world spins and shatters. In its fragments, I see my once-Sisters pouring around the tables, frightened and intent, and Daemon's hand casually reaching out, as if by accident, destroying the fragile spidersilk of my tangled web.
It's impossible to reconstruct a tangled web. Terreille's Black Widows may spend year upon frightened year trying, but in the end it will be in vain. It will not be the same web, and they will not see what I saw.
In the gray world above, I hear myself howling with laughter. Far below me, in the psychic abyss that is part of the Darkness, I hear another howling, one full of joy and pain, rage and celebration.
Not just another witch coming, my foolish Sisters, but Witch.'
That was the Prologue to one of my FAVORITE BOOKS EVARRR!!!
Book is: Daughter of the Blood, by Anne Bishop
(c) Anne Bishop 1998, all rights reserved
:P
btw ... does anybody know how to change your font style? LOL
How do you make the little (c) thingie? >>
- Mood:
ecstatic
OK, so we got my hair died, right? Yeah. I know. it's not completely, like, all over my head .... but I like it >D!
It's sort of like this violet-ish color, and it's really subtle against my brown, but it actually does show up in the right light and looks AWESOMEEE O__O!!
I wanna get it al over my head >3<
Probably will, too :P
So, that's all for now, besides that I can't get this person out of my head ;_;
S/he must be tired from running through my head all day ... >_>
*not telling even what gender they are, because I myself am being confused about it ....*sigh*....
- Mood:
confused
^___^!! I'm ecstatic :]
The thing I was thinking of was, liek, get the hair (BELOW CHINLENGTH) done in a BRIGHT NEON ELECTRIC/METALIC blue! :D Sort of a fadey effect in it, too. And then, below chinlength so that if I decide I don't like it, I can get it lopped off at chinlength and have my hair be the way my mom likes it!
But zomgggg!! :D!! *jumps*
I's happeh >D
- Mood:
ecstatic